Slow Days

Each day is special. There are Happy Days, Sad Ones, Exciting, Angry, Blahblah.

Well, Today was.. SLOW.

I don't seem to have anything to do now. I woke up at 12pm and continued & finished reading TWILIGHT. Does that make sense? Well whatever, it took 2 hours. I talked to Marlene while I showered, (yes i do that) and went to work by 3:45 and in time for my 4 oclock shift.

Honestly, I have very few interest now. The days are just passing by & I don't seem to mind it. In fact, I feel very terrible for allowing myself to exhibit my lack of interest in public. It isn't fair to my friends and to the people around me because my negative aura is contagious and I feel so selfish. I can't help but think however, that I shouldn't feel this way. Can I actually feel any bit excited or interested by this routined way-of-living. Obviously not, the world is full of greedy bitches that seem to care more about making a living than taking any interest in what's around them. Unfortunately, I've fallen in to the "greedy bitch" category.

Sigh..

--Jayson

Beware, you might get sucked in.