Smile and Laugh it off

When in pain, I'm sure that we just love to sulk about it.
I know that's all I did when I was in "pain". SULK.
Talk about disgusting. It sucks to think that even the most heartless of people face pain.
But then again, when I think about it, people can become heartless because of pain.

No one wants to feel it and yet we do things that put us close to it.

I remember this one day when I was younger. My mom told me not to plug anything in the electrical-socket-things because I will die. As a kid, you'd probably expect me to listen, but NO, boy was I stupid.....Let's just say, I was never going to plug anything in after the "shock".

You see, even if we know how harmless something could be, we want to actually experience it to "tell the tale". It's a part of human nature. Kind of like that saying, "To see is to believe" but in this case, its To FEEL is to believe.

No wants to hear about something interesting and not experience it. How would you relate right?

It sucks though because there are some things that some people just do not want to experience yet. In my case, it was having feelings for someone. I mean, we hear about it all the time and we have to see it as well. (Why can't people stop talking about it? It's not important! I mean, having a healthy, prosperous life is important yet you don't hear people constantly talking about it.)

Any who, When I hear and see love, I'm reminded of that one day with the electric socket again. They say don't fall in to it and as much as I agree, I still can't help but fall. Sadly however, you can either be lucky or not.

For me, lets just say I felt the "shock" again. Not the love shock that people "claim" to feel when they're so in love but the shock that makes you NOT want to feel it.

Yea, It sucks and I always think I'm sad but then I remember that my mom said I would die if I touched the socket.. & DID I?

Remembering that I didn't die reminds me that just because it didn't work out this time doesn't mean it won't work out ever. Like with the whole SOCKET issue, I was scared to plug stuff in before and now I do it all the time! I'm sure, and I've said this a billion times, that there is a person for me just as there is a person for everybody. It can be sad to think that I wasn't lucky this time, but hey, SMILE & LAUGH IT OFF and everything will be better right? At least, in my case, that's a fact I can stand by.

--Jayson